Assalamualaikum,

Can't wait for your answer in FB. Bukan ape just really excited. Sy betul2 x sangka after 18 years...Man!! Imagine 18 years, kita dpt jumpa balik and thnx to Mark Zuckenberg yg create FB ni. I tried so many possible ways to contact/looking for you end up in failures. I cried and shed my tears when I read your reply. Anyway, sy terima ni sebagai Qada' n Qadar. Ada la hikmah disebalik kejadian. Sy tak perlu mencari lagi dah.. ahahaha...Tak sangka Maz pun dok mencari n am really touched and honored that U keep your real name in FB so that I can find you, akhirnya mmg sy betul2 jumpa Maz.

Nak tau Sejarah Perjalanan Pencarian mencari Mazlinawati? Sit back and please read with open heart, ini je yg termampu sy buat dlm pencarian dulu. Sy still rasa - I'm not doing the best of me - the most regretful I've done for myself for not trying the very best. Sorry yekk Maz?. Well, here's my journey:

1. Masa Maz still study @ Padang Midin kan selalu kita berhubung thru phone n letters?.. Itu je yg terbaik yg diizinkan teknologi masa tu. Sy pernah mention nak pindah umah n Maz pun kata nak ikut your dad transfer.

2. Sy sambung belajar di Bunut Payong, KB (YPM) n Maz ke ITM - Perhotelan kalo tak silap (Shah Alam?). Last berita sy dpt from my mom, dia kata Maz ada call tp sy ms tu kat KB dah. Maz kata nak masuk kelas dah masa tu n that was the final conversation and the last I heard from you..... Maz, Y dun U call me back after that??????????? I keep on waiting coz I dun have any source to call U back.

Maka episod pencarian pun bermula (some of them were jot down in my diary - nak cari balik kat mana)

1. Sy call rumah Maz kat Padang Midin tapi org yg angkat tu kata family Maz dah pindah.

2. Bila ada cuti Sem n sy balik Seremban, sy sure ke ITM Shah Alam try looking for you. 3 kali sy pergi ITM. 1st time, sy tunggu kat hotel ITM dari pukul 10 pagi till 530 petang (I can still remember the time and effort..hehehe). Tak tau nak cari mcm mana, just buat bodo je tunggu, entah kat mana your class location tak pulak sy tau and I was so naive masa tu, kalo tanya kat registrar pun rasanya sure jumpa tapi tak sampai situ akalku. Hahha..
2nd time after several months. Sy pergi lagi tapi dgn kwn, naik motor dgn dia, habis satu ITM Shah Alam tu kitorg ronda. Ada la pusing2 dlm 4-5 jam jugak tapi hancusss.
The 3rd time sy pergi, terjumpa kwn lama and dia amik Perhotelan gak. Ridzuan nama dia. U know what I did????? Sy bagi dia bracelet yg Maz bagi masa kat Taiping dulu. Remember tak mlm last kita kat Taiping Maz ada bagi Bracelet (ada tulis EynaZac on it. Masa tu ada kwn Maz jerit Nehi!!Nehi...jgn terima...) and sy bg ape ek?...Tak ingat plak sy bagi apa. Tujuan sy bagi bracelet tu kat Ridzuan is suruh dia cari Maz n bitau sy ada dtg and looking for you - tak tau la Maz dpt ke tak bracelet tu. ;(...;(...;(;(

3, Dh abis blajar, dlm umur early 20s - masa tu MIRC and internet baru sgt kat sini and I make full use of it try to locate you, tapi tak jumpa. Buleh kata MIRC tu sy log in tiap2 mlm (sbb sy kerja kat PC outlet and cafe masa tu) hoping akan terjumpa Mazlinawati tapi bertahun2 tak jugak jumpa.

4. Then sy kerja kat ASTRO - dh start potong EPF, sy cari kawan kat EPF to locate your whereabouts. That was in the year 2000. Tak tau la my fren tu betul2 cari ke tak. 2-3 minggu lepas tu sy tny dia balik, dia kata Maz xda dlm database KWSP.

Dan masa terus berlalu...berlalu dan berlalu....On the year 2003 sy pun kawin. That does not prevent me to look after you...as a fren kan (sikit2 bunga tu ada la...after all I'm just a human) Maybe pada Maz kita just kawan sebab kita cuma berhubung dlm telefon je kn? Tapi itu le saya masa tu. Skolah pun boarding school, bukan ada pompuan so bila ada pompuan yg baik dgn kita trus la dalam hati ada taman. Hahahahhahaha.....

After ASTRO, dah 2-3 tempat sy tukar and ya know what? Sy mmg really happy wt my position as a Marketing and Sales for all company yg sy join sebab mana la tau kot2 jumpa Maz kat mana2 dlm negara atau luar negara. Hahaha...Skang sy Account Manager (Sales) di Tricubes Bhd, Level 13, Great Eastern Tower, Jln Ampang (sounds familiar??)

I still have a thought yg Maz ada di area KL eversince I left ASTRO. Since in Tricubes dlm 6 tahun lepas sy byk kali turun ke KT coz ada projek di SATU, byk kali drive and bila lalu Gong Badak or sekeliling tu, mula la leher panjang tgk kiri kanan kot2 terjumpa Maz tgh drive ke, naik motor ke...naik beskal ke...hahaha...gelak sensorang sy mlm ni. Byk kali jugak naik Air Asia ke KT, KB, JB....dan sy selalu harap Maz kerja dgn Air Asia or MAS and it happens that Maz is part of Air Asia. Tu pasal sy excited sgt sebab selama hari ni apa yg sy pikir mmg tak lari dr realiti.

Hmmmmm....Sy nak sign off dulu...nanti panjang sgt crita pening plak Maz nak baca. I just wanna say it here that I never stop looking for you Maz. If I can't share much, cukup la sekadar kawan. Itu pun sy dah gembira sgt dah. Kita mampu merancang Allah maha mengetahui. Sy tgh mencari2 hikmah kenapa kita berjumpa dulu, then putus mcm tu je. Di duga lagi dgn pencarian yg tak jumpa2. Then dipertemukan dlm keadaan masing2 dah ada tanggungjawab masing2. Mmg kita ditakdirkan untuk berkawan je la tu and sy tak mintak lebih my fren Maz coz who knows, maybe I'm not the right person to be more than that to you. Dpt jumpa Maz balik pun sy dah sgt2 bersyukur. Insyaallah kalo kita redho, ada ganjaran lain drpNYA. (cute gak kalo betul ada next life...kita jadik kucing n jumpa kat North Pole pulak...ape2 je la..hahaha)

Notice tak our story ni dah mcm crita hindustan pulak (there is something bout you I mentioned in my review about movie I watched - Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Janeyenge). Hehehehhee....Nanti sy smbung lagi Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa ni kay? Hope to hear from you soon.

From yer forever fren,

Zaidie Zain

Whoaaa......

I feel really fortunate living in the 21st century. This is the era when the human beings explore more about their lives and achieved more than what they can think of. We achieves the best in this era..... haaaa...ni yang aku saksikan dalam hidup aku yang sungguh bertuah ni.

1. Diego Maradona - Need to say more? Aku tengok kat TV masa World Cup 86 dulu macam mana dasatnya dia main dengan England. Ternyata sampai sekarang TV dok ulang2 kehebatan Maradona atas padang. He's a living legend. Skarang ni dah jadi Coach Argentina. Go Maradona!!!!

2. Muhammad Ali - Walaupun aku tak pernah tengok dia Boxing Live tapi he's still reign as a legend. The greatest athlete of the Millenium. Nak jumpa seorang Boxer macam ni aku rasa seribu tahun lagi pun susah. Sayang, Parkinson meragut kelincahan dia. Nevertheless he's part of the world's change.

3. Bill Gates - The founder of Microsoft. Tak payah aku elaborate pun dah tau dah sape mamat nih. Asalnya seorang yg drop out tapi he kicked up marvelously.

4. Saddam Hussein - Di awal pemerintahannya dia memang 'dilahirkan' oleh Uncle Sam. Makin lama Uncle Sam through Bush (both bapak n anak) takut kat Saddam sebab pengaruh dia dah melangkaui sempadan negara. Akhirnya mati digantung oleh lawmaker yg betul2 penakut. Harapannya dengan kematian Saddam hilang la pengaruh dia tapi perancangan Allah adalah yg terbaik. US dimalukan dan George W Bush mengakhiri tugas sebagai pemerintah dunia dengan keaiban yang besar.

5. Nissan GTR - What else can I say? Near to 100% perfect creature ever crawl on this Mother earth. I dunno what played inside the engineers mind when they started to think about this machine. To that, I salute you all!!!

6. KLCC - well, I'm still proud of of those double beauties. The tallest building ever built is of course Burj of Dubai but we have the tallest twin tower!!!

7. Star Wars!!! - they claim to complete the 4,5,6 episodes first then 1,2,3. Who cares?? This is the mammoth of all movies ever shown.

8. Metallica - Again and again. Godfather of Heavy Metal!! Line up please - James Hetfield, Lars Ulrich, Ron McGovney, Dave Mustane, Kirk Hammet, Cliff Burton, Jason Newsted, Rob Trujillo. No Metallica - no heavy metal!!! Hail Metal Gods!!

9. Air Asia - I seldom travel via air but this company really made me as what I am right now...whoaaa... big statement. Need to pay my respect to Dt. Seri Tony laaa.... Tabik Sir!!

10. The Internet - need to say more?

About Boss!!!! Most of the time, it's true....
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When I Take a long time to finish, I am slow,
When my boss takes a long time, he is thorough

When I don't do it, I am lazy, When my boss does not do it, he is busy,
When I do something without being told, I am trying to be smart,
When my boss does the same, he takes the initiative,!

When I please my boss, I am apple polishing,
When my boss pleases his boss, he is cooperating,
When I make a mistake, you're an idiot.
When my boss makes a mistake, he's only human.

When I am out of the office, I am wanderin g around.
When my boss is out of the office, he's on business.
When I am on a day off sick, I am always sick.
When my boss is a day off sick, he must be very ill.

When I apply for leave, I must be going for an interview
When my boss applies for leave, it's because he's overworked
When I do good, my boss never remembers,
When I do wrong, he never forgets

Hahahha....ada gak lawak2 yang aku dgr and tabley lupa sampai sekarang :

1. Wanita lebih sejuk dari peti ais kerana ada barang yang belum sempat dimasuk, sudahpun keras!

2. Kajian mendapati bayi lelaki lebih manja dari bayi perempuan. Bayi perempuan paling lama menyusu hingga 2 tahun tapi bayi lelaki menyusu hingga ke tua.

3. Beza wanita & gajah - gajah ditembak dulu baru rebah, wanita rebah dulu baru ditembak. Beza lelaki & gajah - gajah kepalanya berbelalai, lelaki belalainya berkepala.

Hahahahah........

Haa...Aku start keje dgn IT company, a small IT co yg buat training for Govt. Staffs, ICT. Slowly aku merangkak naik jadik co owner. Hmmm...ada seseorang yg aku kenal masa 1 event kat Taiping. Aku mmg cari dia merata tempat, tak jumpa2. Mana tau kalo aku buat Govt Training nationwide nih bley terserempak plak kan. Still tak jumpa maaa...

2nd job was with ASTRO (RIA Channel) on yr 2000. Applied for Programming Exec. Ingatkan bikin computer programming tapi rupenye bikin program TV daaaaa...hahahaha...but I enjoyed working there. Hari2 jumpa artis. Siti Nurhaliza, Nora an Johan Nawawi, Sidi Oraza, Ogy, Haliza Misbun...to name a few. Sampai ada artis sorang ni dok ajak aku dinner sebab nak releasekan program dia awal. Tapi aku dgn pompuan ni goyang sikit tambah2 artis, so aku buat bodo je la. Hmmm...wat happen to that seseorang? Masih mencari. Masih tak jumpa....hahaha...sambil2 tu aku cari gak le org lain. Tak sempat nak buat apa pun dgn seseorang tu. Hai seseorang...kalo awk baca ni pls reply bley? (Dream on Bro..hahaha)

3rd Dgn Fine Animation - Waaa...best gile sebab dorg ni buat siri kartun untuk TV. Siap ke india and Hong Kong aku cari market. Paling aku tabley lupa bila Putih (Erra Fazira jadik Putih..mahal gile kartun nih...kos dia je RM1.5M) ke Cannes...aku hampir nak pergi tapi Bos aku pulak sibuk nak bawak Staff lama dia. Mangkuk betul.

Then ke Sinergy Promenade (2002-2004) and I considere that as my professional career debut. Positioned as a Marketing and Sales for Biometrics product. I tell you, the market was so fresh during that time and I managed to close FELDA and JPJ on the 1st year I joined!!! Pakcik Kayooooooo......Masa ni baru nampak nikmat dpt commission. Masa ni aku bertemu jodoh. That second crush of my life brought me to my marriage. In My diary (Feb 2002) -Hi seseorang...sy nak kawin, hope seseorang tu pun dah bertemu jodoh dia. Aku doakan terbaik dlm hidup dia, kalo dia happy...aku tumpang gembira.

Final pit-stop (2005 till now). I joined Tricubes as an experts in Biometrics. I never learn how to do Sales just gained it through experience. Well,enuf said. I enjoy doing Sales and meeting lots and lots of ppl out there (ada harapan lagi ke?). At the same time I'll get my commission. Waaa...ni tgh tunggu commission from MINDEF and DBKL la ni.